Some things happened recently...

I found out my grandma had to go to the hospital for cancer. Nobody told me the type, but it a tumor. The infection spreads throughout her organs, so it's internal. I saw her monday night, and she was very calm about it. I worry about her constantly. 

To make things worse, my boyfriend and I started arguing about our relationship and I heard him cry for the first time. It was heartbreaking to listen to him on the other end of the phone. I tried to comfort him. I despratly asked my mom to drive me to his house, offering to pay for gas, but as expected she said no. I was just being dramatic, or just tired. I think I was acting so coldly because I forgotten to take my medicine again. I hope things get better, I know they will. Thanks for reading I guess... bye. 

~Crackerz33